Dear Reader,
I think it is important, at this point, to take a few
minutes to consider what it is that motivates me to invest myself in writing
Oblate Reflections.
An explanation, such as this, is something that I feel I owe
to each of you that read these pages.
Personal reflection … personal evaluation … is an important
part of Benedictine spirituality. It is, for that matter, an important part of
any spirituality – monastic or otherwise. As an aspect of my own Benedictine
spirituality, this reflection and evaluation is also something that I owe to
myself in order to continue moving forward in my own understanding and putting
into action of what I consider to be the vocation that I am called to as an
individual.
The answer, though it is a five-part
answer, is honestly quite simple.
I am a writer. Writers write. Writing, for me, is something
that I do.
It is something that I have done for many years. It is also
something that, in my personal history, contains an element of humor
considering that I hated writing and literature as a youth in high school. I
did, in fact, quit school. Not once but three times before at last quitting. I
completed my G.E.D. a few years later. I applied for and was accepted into the
ministerial program at a conservative Evangelical Bible College a few years
after that. Writing has, ever since, been something that I have done.
I have authored several blogs on differing subjects of
interest to me over the years. The first blog was Oblate Offerings that I began
in 2006 at the beginning of my journey as an Oblate of Saint Benedict. I still
have three blogs that I maintain, Oblate Reflections, most recently begun, is one
of them.
Maintaining Oblate Reflections is important to me because it
is a continuing chronicle of my personal journey as an Oblate … a chronicle
that now reflects an older version of the younger one that had first discovered
Saint Benedict, one that had also coincidentally traveled the path of R.C.I.A.
into the Catholic Church. I have, over these years, become both a mellower and a
more resolved version of the younger one starting out.
I desire to encourage other Oblates, especially Oblates that
live at a distance from their monasteries and are not afforded the blessing of
being able to attend regular Oblate meetings at their monasteries or at local
Oblate chapters. My own monastery is at such a distance that frequent trips are
no longer feasible. I was privileged, during the early years of my Oblate
formation, to have a Priest from the Abbey serving a small parish close by. A
chapter of Oblates had grown in that parish under his leadership. I attended
the monthly meetings for several years before he was transferred to serve a
small parish closer to the Abbey.
Benedictine Oblate life, for many of us, can be quite the
lonely solo affair with little encouragement from the parish or church body
where we attend. It is not easy to solo. Yet, in many cases, that is what many
of us must do. We all need encouragement. Oblates need encouragement. Oblates
need to encourage one another. A platform to encourage others facing this
Oblate dilemma is important.
I also want to introduce uninformed others to the wealth of
spiritual vitality that is available to us in the Benedictine monastic
tradition.
The world that we live in today knows pitifully little about
monastic spirituality. It knows even less about Benedictine spirituality. There
is, even in the Church at large, a terrible drought of things Benedictine.
One of the reasons Oblates live in the world outside of the
monastery is to reveal to the world (and to the Church) the realities taking
place within the monastic enclosure.
I also write and share this blog publicly for the sake of
personal accountability.
This business of personal accountability is something that I
take very seriously. There are too many loose cannon balls rolling around. I
have no desire to be just another self-justifying loose cannon ball causing
damage to whomever it rolls into.
Others are reading what I write. Other knowledgeable
Benedictines are reading what I write. Other Catholics and Protestants alike
(Saint Benedict invites and welcomes us all) are reading what I write.
Anyone, at any time, can question what I write and call me
to account. I am approachable. Hence the feature that allows comments on this blog.
Thank you for taking the time to read these reflections. It
is my prayer that these reflections, shared out of my own personal journey as
an Oblate of Saint Benedict, serves to encourage and perhaps even challenge you
in your own journey of faith in Christ.
“So that in all things
God may be glorified.”[1]
Sincerely,
David A. Kralik
Please Note: Oblate Reflections is not an official
publication of Saint Bernard Abbey. These are my own personal reflections as an
Oblate of Saint Benedict.
Thank you brother for writing "The Motivation Behind Oblate Reflections". It is at the same time beautiful and encouraging. I am one of those living very far from the monastery, and have no oblate community, so I solo. I always look forward to your reflections. Pax et bonum!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Cyprian. We will keep walking in the spirit of Saint Benedict together.
DeleteI recently came on your blog. Can we get these sent as an email? I, too, live far away from our monastery. I so enjoy reading your thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Lindy. There is a feature at the bottom right of the page that allow you to follow by email. Peace. David
DeleteThank you for sharing your informed thoughts, Brother. Your blog is informative and inspirational to everyone, especially monastics, who read it. Younger Oblates can especially find much to contemplate in your words. Blessings, Brother.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Brother Monty, for your kind words of affirmation. Pax. David
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