I have always been something of a radical sort.
Monasticism is radical. Monastic spirituality is radical.
Perhaps not radical in its historical setting. Perhaps not radical over the centuries.
It is, however, especially radical in our post-modern cultural setting. Monasticism,
and the spirituality that it fosters, attracted my attention when I first
discovered and began to investigate it nearly two decades ago.
My first encounter with monasticism was through the Celts.
There
was something daring, something intensely radical, about those Celtic monks in
the Sixth and Seventh Centuries. I could close my eyes and see them in their
coracles being carried by the wind to some rocky crag of a shore where they
would stack stones for their hermit cells.
I found Saint Francis to be a daring figure.
John Michael Talbot’s music and his book on the Life of
Saint Francis deepened my attraction. Shirli and I had the opportunity to
attend one of Talbot’s concerts at a Catholic Church in Northern New Jersey. We
sat beside a group of sisters that were clothed in grey habits. God breathed
the Holy Spirit into the Church when Talbot began to sing and play. One man in
a brown habit playing a classical guitar. It was not a concert. It was a
service of Divine worship. The life of Saint Francis, and Franciscan
spirituality, held a strong appeal.
The Desert Fathers and Mothers captured my attention - those
ordinary Christians living in solitude in the deserts of Egypt, Palestine and
Syria.
They chose to renounce the world in order to deliberately and
individually follow God’s call. These early monastics embraced lives of
celibacy, labor, fasting, prayer, and poverty. They practiced a heroic stoicism
and believed that they would be led to unity with God by denouncing material
goods and practicing stoic self-discipline. The spiritual practice of the Desert
Fathers and Mothers formed the basis of Western monasticism and greatly
influenced both Western and Eastern Christianity.
It was rather obvious to me that I was not called to such heroic
asceticism as a vocation.
It was Saint Benedict that arrested me.
I found the Rule of
Saint Benedict to be, in one breath, both extremely challenging and user friendly.
There was something about Benedictine
spirituality that called to me and invited me in.
Christ, in our Gospel today, tells us, “But take heed to yourselves lest your hearts be weighed down with
dissipations and drunkenness and cares of this life, and that day come upon you
as a snare; for it will come upon all who dwell upon the earth. But watch at
all times, praying that you may have strength to escape all these things that
will take place, and to stand before the Son of man.”[1]
I discovered in Saint Benedict not a book of rules as most
people think of rules. I discovered a practical life-guide that assists me in
living as Christ taught his followers to live.
Benedictine monks take vows of Obedience, Stability, and Conversion of Life at the time of
profession. Oblates do not take vows but, rather, implicitly promise at the
time of Oblation to live by these Benedictine values. Though these promises of
Oblation (Offering) are not binding under penalty of sin, and an Oblate can at
any time rescind their promises or be removed by the Abbot, these promises are
taken seriously as part of carefully discerning a lifelong commitment.
It is quite a serious personal commitment. I cannot vouch
for where or how these solemn ceremonies are performed elsewhere. I can only
speak to my own Oblation involving myself and Father Thomas O’Connor, OSB at
Saint Bernard Abbey where I signed my Oblation Promise on the side altar in the
Abbey Church.
The altar photo in the sidebar on the right is of the altar where
I signed.
As I reflect back over these years of my Oblation, I can
clearly see that the life-formation – the Conversion
of Life vow of the monk and promise of the Oblate – has life altering life
long effects. Even when we are not progressing forward during seasons of personal
deepening in our life in Christ, even during seasons of dryness, even during
seasons of sloth on my part. The effects of Conversion of Life flavor my
thought processes. Saint Benedict, Headmaster of what he referred to as his “little
school”, remains close by gently coaxing and encouraging me by his example.
How do I, as an Oblate of Saint Benedict, integrate these
monastic values into my life in the world outside the monastic enclosure?
I will, over the course of time, add flesh to the bones of
the skeleton presented in this question.
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Washing dishes or the laundry? It’s the laundry because my hands have eczema. Up and down the steps two to three times per week; sorting, transferring to the dryer, and folding the finished product. Work around the house is one way I apply the Rule. Vicki and I are novitiates with the Archabbey of St. Meinrad. We are both retired.
ReplyDeleteIt is a pleasure to become acquainted with you, Brother Peter. The Rule has helped me realize God's presence even in the minutiae also. Many blessings for you and Vicki on your Oblate journeys.
ReplyDeleteAlthough I am not an oblate like my husband at this time, I practice "washing dishes meditation", something I learned from a wonderful book, Peace is Every Step, about bringing attention and awareness to each action.
ReplyDeleteAnd, because of this book, it is not often that I get to wash dishes.
DeleteMonastic life is a good one... Although I did not continue, I left two years after my first profession. My prayer is that my children should embrace monastic life. God bless the monks all over the world.
ReplyDeleteGod bless you and your children.
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